GUSTO KO NANG MAG SUMMER VACATION!!!

gusto ko nang mag beach, lumabas with friends, pumarty at hindi kailagan isipin na may accounting homeworks pa, GUSTO KO NANG UMUWI SA XAVIERVILLE!!! wala lang ang tagal tagal ko nang hindi nakakauwi. namimiss ko na ang bahay ko at ang mga kaibigan ko!!!

tatlong sem naman na ako naghihirap (oo kahit konti lang units ko ngayon) mahirap pa rin ang accounting! kaya dapat lang na maganda ang summer ko!!! nakakaingit din kasi halos lahat ng mga kaibigan at pinsan ko ay nagsusummer vacation na, hinayupak kasi ang tagal ng vacation sa la salle, at ang bilis pa matapos... oh well!!! ahahaha

boys, xavierville barkada, dormmates, lessers, cousins, at kung sino pa, labas naman tayo!!! ahahahaha

School is about to start (3 more days!) therefore its time for my pre-first day of school ritual!!! :) so here's my sched for the coming term... You know where to find me :) special mention to Joyce d.g. Macayan (ahahaha!!!) who asked for my schedule... so here it is

Mondays and Wednesdays

Seminar on Contemp. European Pol & Gov (Eupogov)          9:40 – 11:10            M319       Molmisa

Introduction to Literature (Humalit)                                        11:20 – 12:50          M311       Torres

European Economics (Euroeco)                                                 1:00 – 2:30              M318

Tuesdays and Thursdays

Introductory Accounting 2 – Trading (Actbas2)                     9:40 – 11:10            A805        Chan

Intermediate French (Intefre)                                                 11:10 – 12:50          M313

International Organizations (Intorg)                                     1:00 – 2:30              M311       Jacinto

Okay so highschool same time 4x a week!!!! No Fridays!!! 4 days class man. I don't know if its a good thing or a bad thing, but I need to get use to it. And I really need to wake up early. I really hope that my grades would be better this time. I mean I'm still upset with how my grades turned out last term. (okay I don't have any zeros but I wasn't a dl either) and it was all because of French. I asked my professor for the breakdown of my grades, so I can point out if I really deserved that grade (2.5) if I got a 3.0 there I would have made it to the deans' list... but didn't have it with her... so anyways...

southgate is being renovated at this moment... Wala lang :)  

what a day!!! went to"maynila" today with boys. oh my gash i miss them and our asap lakads!!! anyway today was a crazy day... sabi nga ni jedyne "pag umaalis ang boys lagi may trahedya." okay here it goes...

last night I was with my 2-7 barkada. I miss them so much. We had a lumpia christmas party. So I got home late, and then I slept at around 4 because my cousins were bugging me and all. So the next morning, I woke up late, and therefore I was late. Arrived at mcdo katips around 11 na, and cha, jeds, leah, and proy were already there. We waited for ducky to arrived, and then we went to starbucks... We waited for alex, jc, and lexy there. Okay so after nagpumunta na sa museo pambata. We rode lrt 1 & 2. Okay so...

trahedya 1: nasa central kami, then nagpicpicture sila sa batas militar thing, and then there was this kid, who has this pellet gun, and he was shooting at us, so un natakot kami and then nagtakbuhan kami na parang totoong baril... basta imagine niyo na lang... we were scared!!! ahaha

okay then we stayed at sm manila for awhile. We waited for mishka to arrived, and for alex to eat her lunch. Okay so after we went to museo pambata... okay so we actually don't know where it is... so nagtaxi kami... and si kuya taxi driver hindi alam... so I called Gela buti na lang alam ni gela kung saan... at ang funny ni kuya taxi driver kasi nakikipicture siya sa amin... ahaha ang funny...

jedyne: (talking to ducky on the phone) uy alam niyo kung saan                                   dianne: sa may philippine embassy                                                                              jedyne: uy guys sa may philippine embassy...                                                            jedyne, cha, maffy: diba wala namang philippine embassy?.... ahahahahaha

so un museo pambata was so fun... super cool... at nagcollide pa kami ni mishka... ahahaha head-on backroll....ahahaha okay so after we decided to walk towards bay walk...

trahedya 2: but since us embassy actually consular office is beside museo pambata jedyne and proy decided to take a picture.. eh hindi nagsink in sa akin na bawal since sabi nga ni sir de castro hindi na pagaari ng philippines ang us embassy or any other embassy, at taking pictures daw is a form of a terrorist act... so un nag tanong sila ng guard and everything. naawa nga ako kina jeds and everything, but buti na lang hindi ako or si cha, or dianne nasama dahil IS students pa naman kami... ahahaha pero syempre kung kailagan damayan ang kaibigan go na lang :)

okay so after nag rob manila kami... dencio's is the best... ahaha wala pang 20 mins ubos na ung food... ahahaha and then we went back home to katip... super iba ung feeling, parang bagong mundo ung katip and everything parang walang chaos and stuff.... ahahaha

my realization: its a good thing that I live and study in manila. No matter how chaotic, how polluted, how strict, and how crazy life there is, I STILL LOVE IT. You would really learn how to be independent, because you would never know what tragedy manila would bring to you. before I can never go out without my yaya with me, before I can't even imagine going to manila all by myself, communting and gabi pa. Now I can proudly say that for the last 2 years manila has trained me to be a more independent and more discipline person. But I can say that I still love Q.C. specifically katipunan, for it gives me the relief that I am a kid again and I feel very safe there. Katipuanan gives me the break from all the stress that taft gives me. Tama nga ung slogan na life is taft!!! :) ahahaha I've just realized that I want to stay for another 3 years or so sa manila... hindi na ako magdrodrop ng 2nd course ko, which I planned to do, tapos mag sesecond course ako sa diliman or so... but anyways tatapusin ko ung undergraduate studies, and maybe (but I hope not!!!! syempre gusto ko sa ibang bansa ahahaha) my graduate studies din sa manila.... :)

super memorable tong day na toh... I've learned a lot, I've gained more knowledge... I spent a whole day with my boys who I do miss a lot... and I've missed my manila friends (my schoolmates, dormmates and patrick syempre!!!!) oy labas tayo!!!!! :) I miss manila...

OMG!!! I saw Sir Perez today.... yup the former ROTC officer turned PMA cadet (a.k.a Mr. Physics!!!) everyone naman knows (well almost everyone) that I had a crush on him before. So when I saw him today, I was like OMG IT'S BACK!!!! ahahaha :) I can't explain how the moment happened but here it goes... I'm in Baguio pala (that's why I saw him!)

this morning my mom asked me if I wanted to accompany her to SM Baguio because she had to buy something. At first I didn't really wanted to go since I didn't sleep last night, so I really wanted to sleep. But she pleaded for me to come. So when we got there, we first when to an optical shop becasue my mom had to buy eyeglasses. That's when I noticed that there were a lot of cadets there. So then I asked my mom if PMA cadets were allowed to go home during christmas, and she said they can't. Okay so then after we went to the supermarket to buy things for my grandmother. After an hour my mom and I went back to the optical shop to get her glasses. ETO NA!!!! We were walking towards the exit, and then I saw him!!!! He was standing near the entrance of Pizza hut tapat ng Starbucks. At first he was with a group of cadets, and then they left him, and they were all smiling. When I saw him, I immediately called Apple! And I noticed that while I was talking to Apple, he was looking at me. So I walked far from him, I mean sa may starbucks na, and then he followed. OMG!!!! And then our eyes caught and he smiled. OMG OMG OMG!!!! and we said hi! and there my heart stopped beating! as in!!!... OMG I wanted to take a picture of him, but nakakahiya... Sir Perez looks better, way way hotter than before. Mas respetado siya ngayon. He was wearing their casual uniform, grey gala uniform... I don't know what it is called... BASTA OMG!!!!

Up to now, I can't stop smiling. Sabi nga ng pinsan ko parang tanga na daw ako. Pero OMG talaga... ahahaha :) (insert Apple Niedo's laughter!) Mr. Physics ang hot mo!!! OMG baka mabasa!!! ahahaha as if... Pero oh my naalala niya ako... and super coincidence...diba I mean hindi ko ineexpect na makita ko siya! hahaha... OMG talaga... Ang ganda ng christmas ko!!! ahahaha super complete na!!!

I told patrick what happened, and he just laughed. So highschool daw ako! ang yabang talaga nito!!!! ahahaha... sige tawanan niyo na ako!!!!

I just love Christmas in Baguio!!!!! MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!!!!! ahahaha

hey,

14 more days till I get to see you! I miss you already :(

but since you're not here I'm just gonna distract myself by studying. It's a good thing that you're not here since its finals week and shit.

BUT I CAN'T WAIT TO SEE YOU! :)

love maffy :)

(I know you can read this from where you are right now. Fly high :) and make me proud, make us all proud. I love you)

wow... it's been a very very very looooonnnnnggggg time since my last entry. haha super busy with majors and everything.

mahn I never thought that IS would be like this. I mean yah I like International Studies, but hey I don't want to die because of it. (figuratively of course!) ahaha imagine reading around 50-75 pages with font sizes ranging from 8-11. and mind you some of the photocopiers are so old, that the photocopies are not readable. ahahaha :) and sometimes the article is so hard to understand that you have to read it not just twice but most of the times thrice ahaha. And because of lack of sleep, this term I got sick 3 times already. (and because of grade depression too!!!) ahahaha...  there are times that I feel like giving up, and shifting to com-com! Economics and Management of Financial Institutions is a very good combination! But I already started my majors so its just a waste of money if I shift, and I'll get delayed. SO KAYA TOH... TATAPUSIN KO TOH (sana!)

A lot of things happened during the past month. FIRST AND MOST IMPORTANT is that I love him, and he loves me!!! hahaha (BLIND ITEM!!!) second LA SALLE WON!!! ANIMO LA SALLE! we're back we're one and we're # 1... ahaha :) third my grandfather died last september. I'm gonna miss him, but at least he's not in pain anymore. Fourth is my birthday is coming up soon, and I still don't have plans! ahaha :) fifth online enrollment next week, and i still don't have a permanent schedule. I'm actually afraid of taking accounting 2 but I have to! ahaha :) sixth eric is leaving for australia :(( I'm gonna miss him! seventh La Salle is implementing 4 day class next term, meaning we don't have classes on friday, but our classes are like 1.5 each. I'm actually neutral, because I think that I get higher grades during 1.5 hour class, than my 1 hour class. sad thing is that I don't get money on fridays, badtrip.... ahaha eight I saw marco this morning, and he introduced me to the girl he is currently courting, and he said to me "oh kamusta na kayo ni ......" ahahaha SO HE KNOWS! ang bilis kumalat!!! ahaha :) but anyways I'm very much happy with him!!! ahaha :) and NERF! (that nine in french!) I have a speech tom so I have to cut this blog short!!! ahaha

promise this weekend...I'm gonna upload my ancient pictures...ahahaha :) KAT UPLOAD MO NA UNG ANIMO NIGHT or ELSE YOU"RE DOOM!!!! ahahaha

okay... time for my before the term ritual... ahahaha :) but obviously 2nd term already started... anyways term break was so short. Went up to baguio, and then went back to Manila alone... you know where to find me :)

MWF

Speech  (Speecom)                                          9:20 – 10:20                        A1001

Philippine Foreign Relations (Philfor)             11:40 – 12:40                       M310

European History (Eurhist) (MF)                      12:50 – 2:20                        M310

TH

International Political Economy (Ipoleco)        8:00 – 9:30                           M314

Business Organizations (Busorga)                   9:40 – 11:40                        L332

Elementary French          (Elemfre)                  1:00 – 2:30                           M315

4 majors and wow its hard. 1st week and we already have a lot of readings and I mean A LOT! Like for one major we have to read 200+ pages. So what about that... ahahaha and what about french ahahaha nosebleed mahn...

Haven't uploaded the pictures of Apple's debut and DLSU-ADMU game. Crap we lost again. Sayang ung paghihirap namin kumuha ng ticket. Ay naku... But anyways it was a great game. And my cousin had a very good game... ahahaha :) at kamusta naman  ang lagi pagtatanong ng tao sa la salle...at sa pag not related na tanong ni sir villanueva sa akin... ahaha sabi nga ni sir villanueva "he had his game last sunday" ahaha ;) so anyways although lasalle lost at least my cousin did well :) he deserves it naman eh :) Kaya pa yan La Salle! We fight to keep the glory bright :)

back to reading :)

I think Pau Yap left her "emoness" inside my room. Pau get it back I don't want it...

so anyways I was just reading testimonials in my friendster account, and I realize that I really miss highschool. I miss hearing Lye Lee (my very best seatmate!) saying "Shut up okay" or whenever she reads her speech to me, and then I always tease her that she's eating her words, or something like that. Or whenever we check papers, and then, I tell her "naku star si lye" and then after that magkakamistake siya... ahaha... so wala lang nakakamiss lang... I also miss the times na Jedyne and I would look at each other, lalo na pag may specific word na sasabihin... I also miss telling sir rady, "hey TSG 752" tama pa ba? or the times na mabibingi ako... or the times na hindi ako magbabayad kay proy ng brownies at caramel, pero binbayaran ko naman siya at the end of the day, pag naninigil na siya. Naalala ko lang din ung hindi ko pagtake ng kahit anong math exam nung 4th quarter nung fourth year, because of emergency reasons (stupid drug test) or ang pagbagsak sa physics, o ang pagkopya ng plate s sa THE... wait naalala ko lang na si charm at ako hindi namin talaga ginawa ung skirt na pinagawa nung 3rd year! ahaha.... tapos naalala ko rin ang jackie and yzel thing...and si ekay and her cornik and green peas... at ang pagkain namin ng kirei nung songfest practice... Unfortunate series of events - sir melvin, basta parang ganun... miss boots! I miss ms boots and syempre PAPAY, at oo na namimiss ko na rin si stiletto girl!!! ahaha si kuya at ate, shet naalala ko lang ung pagluhod ni jedyne kay confucius, boy abunda, yabang girl, kaaway girl, ang paglipad ng 20 pesos bill sa kahabaan ng katipunan, (SHET NAKAKAMISS KATIPUNAN! PERO TAFT IS BETTER...haha!!!) tapos may macho na tumatakbo sa field... ahaha... naalala ko rin ung sunog nung 2nd year tapos sabi ni ms alba sa amin may nagbabarilan...ahaha basta marami pa...wala lang nakakamiss pero syempre at pinakanamimiss ko ay ang BOYS at ang DOSYETE... miss ko na kayo!!!! :)

so anyways I heard that there's a possibility that classes would be suspended tomorrow. I wanna go to school, the fact that we only have limeted days left until finals, and we aren't still finish with our lessons. My roommate said that they would extend class days since the school has to compensate with CHED regulations and stuff, so what the heck, term break would be cut short and stuff... I hate it.

classes got suspended today and tomorrow! not really that happy about it, but anyways thank God it was suspended, a much deserve break for all of us, plus I can do my englres, genders, persef2 and fildlar final papers. The sad thing is that I am stuck here in taft. My mom doesn't want me to go home, since its raining and all, its dangerous daw. But there's nothing to do here. I wish apple is here, so I can't get bored and all. I mean my roommates are okay, but its really different when apple is around. Heck I can't even open a zesto tetrapack without her help (oo na hindi pa ako big girl!)  but anyways really hoping she gets the slot in my room, or else... ahahaha

I finally managed to fix my final exam schedule. Still its on the same day (goodluck na lang diba) but different time. Accounting in the morning, economics in the afternoon. Musta ang brain damage diba... so anyways... ahahaha... well anyways something's wrong with my yahoo account, I can't open my YM again! grar...

my friend asked me to watch their game. But I don't want to since its against DLSU. ahahaha... :) ahahah

okay so I have this huge problem... too shallow yet its a big problem for me!

MY ACCOUNTING AND ECONOMICS FINALS ARE ON THE SAME DAY AND INTERLAPS ONE ANOTHER!!!!

mahn this sucks... I know that I can work things out with my professors (reasonable naman eh) but eventhouh if its on the same day hindi kaya sabaw ung utak ko pagkatapos? this is suicidal! ACCOUNTING and then ECONOMICS! that's hard! I can't do that! mahn I need help any suggestions? or even so I need the smartest guy/girl to donate their brain to me for that day! I need it badly! mahn this sucks

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Okay so I have this economics test tomorrow and I haven't studied yet. Goodluck na lang! I made a 5 page essay this morning for my Persef2 class, and I don't know if its right! and then I haven't even pack my things yet. Yes I'm moving to taft earlier than expected, since my mom paid for the august rent of my dorm. Sayang naman kung hindi ko gagamitin! so anyways I hope my roommates are okay! I hope apple will still get the available slot in my room para roommates kami pero pag hindi, hahanap ako ng paraan!

BIG DILEMMA BIG DILEMMA!!!!

tomorrow will be the day!. I have to miss my first class just for it (sorry lorlor!) but anyways kayo ko toh! ahahaha :) a lof things happened to me for the past month or so. I've been so busy that I don't have time to blog. Pero dahil na start ko na ito go na lang :) ahahaha highlights na lang pala... or at least ung mga events na naalala ko pa

1. I'm gonna miss katipunan! yes I'll be moving back to taft and this time its permanent (or at least for the next 4 years or so!) I've asked my mom if I can drive to school, as in everyday coz she only allows me to do drve to school during desperate times (meaning pag walang driver which super hindi nangyayari!) but my mom prefers for me to stay there. I'm happy and sad at the same time. I mean hello freedom, goodbye family! I'm gonna miss them. I'm gonna miss my dogs. BTW I have three new dogs soon. Nowadays people are giving us dogs, I don't know why, TREND ATA NILA UN EH. ahahaha so somone gave me a shih-tzu, and then someone is giving me a Chihuahua. And then a friend of my mom is giving us a Japanese Spitz, and a goldren retriever. I hope my mom accepts of all of them. ahahaha :)

2. Recognition rites last saturday. It was really fun, bonded with trixie, avis, and kat. And then my mom she had a new friend, a mom a super intelligent ccs guy! ahahaha... so anyways kamusta naman ang dinner nung sunday

3. I met up with a long lost friend. I miss Patrick! it was so fun meeting him, since I don't remember him, but he remembers me. So weird pero ang galing, kasi 4 years old pa kami since we last saw each other. And he plays good basketball :) right aps

4. Lasare2 (fun fun fun) persef2 thingie (quite boring) and lots of homeworks!!!!! ahahaha

5. driver lang pala ako ha! ahahaha go fish! galit pa rin ako sa inyo hmph!!!! ahahaha

6. Accounting is <3... or at least actbas1!!!! ahahaha I love accounting! thinking of shifting there! ahahaha pero I still want MFI so anyways

7 new crush! ahaha and apple had the chance to sit beside him kanina! daya!!!! ahahaha at least kinausap ako ng isang bungi!!!! ahaha same lang tayo aps

8. photos from the DLSU vs ADMU game, lasare2, recognition rites, and so will be uploaded soon :) ahahaha

It was really an awful day today. And I just want to write this down, so that I would always remember this day. Of course only those people who I trust and I know I can turn to knows what happened today.

I can't believe that in just one glimpse of an eye, everything would change. My perception, my thinking, the way I live. I mean one minute I was happy, and then boom it happened. It was like a there was a sudden gush of wind that blanketed me from my happiness, my life. I already expected it to happen, but I never considered it at that time. IT WAS SO SUDDEN. I can't think, I can't move, I can't feel, I can't breath. Riding the cab, I was crying, I felt lost, I felt that this was the end.

Ate reg told me that everything is gonna be okay. But I can't help but to wonder... HOW COULD THIS BE OKAY? At that point I wanted to give up. I wanted surrender, I wanted to let the pain go away. I wanted to feel the numbness, so I closed my eyes, and I wanted to let it pass.

I saw angels. Angels by the form of my friends. Apple she's a very very good friend. She probably saved me from my insanity. Eventhough she wasn't physically present, she was the one who pulled me and brought me back. Because of her, I realized that I have a second chance to live and TO LOVE. Words cannot express how grateful I am. Thanks aps :) of course I also wanted to thank my other friends, who encouraged me to cut my class, and who had helped me today. Thank you talaga guys :)

I felt the pain, I have been hurt, but that doesn't mean that I don't have the right to have a second chance to change it. I am stronger than anyone can imagine. Truly living in this world has its madness, but you just have to look up and see a bunch of angels looking down at you, and smiling, and yes because of them there's a reason to smile.

one month down 2 months to go. And seriously I DON'T WANT TO GO BACK TO SCHOOL! considering that I'm not taking my majors yet, I am already harrased. Econtwo and Actbas1 are very demanding subjects, but I like them both. Economics is <3, I just hope my grade there is <3 too!!! ahahaha... accounting isn't really that hard, (AS OF NOW!)  when you get the hang of it. I mean if you understand the basic concepts, and you know the format, then there's nothing to worry about. ahahaha... inspired by ate dei!!! aaawww I miss my roommates so much.

My mom is leaving tomorrow. I don't exactly know when is she coming back, but I hope very soon. I haven't even "talk" to her that much, since she's always out. I'm gonna miss her :(

I joined my 2 course orgs (ESA and MaFIA) and I'm planning to very active in both :) yay.... hahaha...

aaaa to tired to think :((((( ahahaha :) 2 months and counting till the end of 1st semester... hahahaha...

[*] Got an A- in T.H.E.

[ ] Got a C in conduct 

[*] have been sent to the YLC--> ms. boots!!! wahahaha P.A daw kasi ako eh :) ahahaha

[*] have been sent outside the classroom - yes to get the OHP... ahahaha... and to get AV stuff...ahahaha sir antiquera... pero I never ako pinaalis dahil maingay ako!!!!...

[*] cheated in a test/ exam - summa

[ ] got caught cheating 

[*] texted in class

[*] got caught texting/ phone beeped--> every bio long test, tumutunog phone ko!!!!

[ ] cut classes

[*] wore her complete GREEN UNIFORM

[*] didn’t wear the MC socks

[* ] got more than 2 tempo. ID’s in a quarter. -FIRST YEAR

[ ] used another MC ID Strap because she left her ID at home.

[ ] forged the GATE PASS

[*] borrowed COMMUTER’S PASS from a friend/classmate.

[ ] borrowed an equipment at the AV and never returned it.

[ ] became a SAVA.

[*] fought with the lady guard.

[*] thought that checking of bags was lame.

[*] was fetched late at the Brenan Drive –-> because of jedyne and trainings

[ ] stayed at the gate near CSC every morning.

[*] went to school after 7:20am

[*] stayed at the Kalachuchi Area during recess or lunch --> 2nd year play prod days

[*] goes to the Mini Forest.

[ ] goes to the college lanai to chill. --> to chill amp! ahaha (ahahaha)

[*] went to the Satellite Clinic. –-> one time, puno na kasi ung clinic eh

[*] watched a Banaag show at the Sinag Tala ---> wait science cai toh diba? Hi MAYA and REG!!!!

[*] watched the Sayawatha/MC Pep perform outside school

[* ] went to the clinic during Sr.Valenton’s class. - yes second year days lagi toh... hahaha... pero ok naman minsan si sir eh, siya lang tumatawa

[*] did the BEC class seriously.

[ ] actually read KERYGMA.

[*] still has her CFC book.

[ ] had a crush on Sr.Gelo  --> FEL's brother :) ahaha wait sino ung may crush diba... 

[ ] thought that Sr.Diwa was good looking --> sorryyyyyyy hindi eh :)

[ *] Sr.Gani anyone?  --> T-back!!!!

[*] played basketball/volley or any other sport NOT wearing her PE uniform-

[ ] “forgot” to bring her lab apron. ---> nasa locker palagi eh

[*] actually read Florante at Laura

[*] actually read Noli Me Tangere

[*] actually read El Filibusterismo --> yeah. SIMOUN!!!!!. haha.

[*] actually read Ibong Mandaragit --> yes and I even helped my dormmate with her homeworks about the book....

[*] became silent for at least a minute during the English defense. --> yes kasi kung sumali pa ako sa megaphone voices ni jackie, easel, and proy siguro sumabog na ung classroom... :)

[*] went to the library to “study” --> HAHAHAHA :)

[ ] actually read Romeo and Juliet --> hindi :( haha

[ ] actually read A Midsummer Night’s Dream --> Julius Caesar na lang (TAMA!!!)

[ ] actually read Merchant of Venice --> Othello na lang (tama tama!!!)

[*] did her HRRs. ---> pero nung second year ko lang sineryoso... natakot ako kay ms windsor eh...ahahaha natakot!!!! ahahaa

[*] broke a lab material. - hindi talaga ako ung labmate ko pero ako ung nagbayad!!! ahaha...

[ ] dissected a frog without gloves. --> eeeeewwwww

[*] participated well during the Asian Fest--> ahahaha oo naman, naging pintor ako for a day... SAUDI

[*] listened during health discussions. --> melanie garganta!!!! MS. NORIEL

[*] wrote homeworks/updated her planner. --> shoot ung starbucks planner ko nawawala... kamusta un

[*] sang the Miriam Song with her heart.

[*] used her songbook--> yeaaah... busmate nasa akin pa songbook mo

[*] memorized the Mission-Vision --> oo kasi sabi ni sir aris tatanugin daw kami eh ng PAASCU!!!!

[*] said the Miriam of Nazareth prayer wherever. --> oo naman

[ ] is empowered like Mary to lead in service.

[*] does the “L” sign for lav.  --> HAHAhaha

[*] signs the logbook. --> first few weeks

[ ] was responsible to update the locator board. --> one time ata nung third year inutusan ako ni grace tan!!!! ahahaa

[*] asked Kuya Dante or Kuya Jojie for AV related things.

[*] knew where APAA is. --> yeah. sir fermin's office. hahaha

[ ] got a minor offense for having long fingernails.

[*] wasn’t seated at her assigned seat.  --> minsan

[*] ate Chicken Stroganoff for lunch -->

[*] ate Chicken Stroganoff + Beef Butter --> shet nakakamiss hahahahaha

[*] ate Garlic Steak for at least two straight days. --> hindi lang two days...ahahaa

[*] bought Chipanese regularly. --> oo, hahaha masarap e.

[* ] ate Smokey’s during recess and lunch. --> AND dismissal ;p

[ ] bought at the sizzling station. -->  

[ ] got sisig and beef randang for lunch from Le Franz

[ ] got BEEF RANDANG ONLY for lunch.

[*] bought a box of Pizza Royale --> wahahaha gs days!!!!

[ ] thinks that the Jamaican Pattie is small. --> shoot may jamaican pattie na...

[ ] loved to eat chicken balls.

[*] thinks that the service at the sandwich station is slow. -->

[*] waited for more than 10 minutes for her cheese meatloaf to get cooked. --> YES!!

[ ] misses Mocha Blends.- may mocha blends ba? bobo baka meron na!!!! ahaha 

[*] misses Japanese cakes. --> yes

[*] bought candies at ate Elvira’s. --> kuya jingle ba toh

[*] buys candies/chocolates for the next class. --> yeah ;p

[*] GOTO anyone? --> ANG SARAP NG GOTO OKAY!

[*] Fiorgellato for dessert? -->

[ ] had four small california maki’s for recess/lunch. --> meron din ba toh???ahaha

[ ] still uses MEAL CARDS. --> 

[*] melon juice,buko pandan juice,mango juice --> I miss buko juice, and green ice tea!

[*] Ham and Cheese crunch with ketchup and mayo dip. --> minsan lang

[*] vandalized the tables at the café --> minsan dun pa ako nagsosolve eh...ahaha

[ ] hangs out at the caf before the morning ceremony --> lagi akong late or almost late but not like Grace Tan late!!! ahaha

[*] hangs out at the caf after school. --> at namamalimos pa

[*] goes to MCDO Katips at least twice a week. --> who doesn't hahaha

[*] tryc is fun. --> yeah. kaso sana hindi tumitigil sa gitna ng katip road at kailangan bumaba habang nakaMC uniform... aka june 15, 2005. hahahaha (shet jedyne naalala ko un, ateneo submission day... wait naalala ko ung 20 pesos ko na lumipad...ahahaa... JEDYNE IS MY TRYC MATE:))

[*] bought food from white house --> SMALL STORE pa rin. mga pangcool lang yung WHITE HOUSE. hahahahaha. mami days!!! naalala ko si easel and jedyne...bat kaya pumupunta sa small store... para makita ang schoolbus ni cha!!! :)

[*] escaped from the guard near the GS parking lot. --> HAHAHA

for the past few day I just feel so lost. I feel that there is a portion that is lacking.

I feel so tired, not because I'm going home every single day, not because I have to run from buildings to buildings just to get to class on time, but I feel tired because I feel that my life is just going on and on. I just wish that there is a "thing" that can "spark" it. I feel that my life is so bland, that there is nothing special about it. I feel so ignorant. I feel that I'm so dumb.

I'm not talking to eric nor to marco. I thought to myself that I want a new life, a new beginning. But sometimes I feel that this decision is so wrong. But I have to stick on to it. I don't want a messed-up life, I don't want anyone of them to suffer. I don't want to feel pain in the future becasue of the wrong decision that I made. maybe this is the reason why I feel that there is lacking. But I have to be strong.

I really felt guilty of having to cut class yesterday eventhough everyone says that I have a valid excuse. I got an allergy attack or reaction or something, and I had to cut class because of it. I really feel guilty, I don't know.

Despite of the smiles and laughter, my hearts says that I'm a failure. It's really painful to feel this feeling. The feeling that you feel that there is something wrong or something lacking, but you don't know what it is. You always cry, but you don't know the reason why you're crying. You feel pain but you don't know what is the reason behind it. I feel lost.

today was the first day of school... and nothing change at all :) same old La Salle, same buildings, new people (frosh)!!! hahaha... rain poured really hard this morning while I going to school, which made me panic since I didn't brought my umbrella with me... I HATE RAIN!!! coz it marks the start of the school year... ahahaha ooohhh I saw bryce and rachelle hahaha

7am class wasn't really that bad. I think I'm going to like this class.... right ms. maffy (hahaha that's the name of our englres prof)... and I do have a lot of friends there... so I think I'm going to be okay :) and then ECONTWO... I LOVE ECONTWO!!! i think? haha :) some of my classmates were like super old... haha like half of the class were like in their 3rd -4th year and there are some who are in their 5th year.. PINK BOY PINK BOY!!! haha :) genders and tredtwo - nevermind :) haha

The froshies were so entertaining :) haha... they are so cute :) When I scanned my id they were all looking at me :) hahaha,

met up with the gang at z2.. I miss patoy!!! hahaha... spot the frosh contest and spot a cute frosh hahaha :) hahaha weh bully si apple :)))) hahaha

I still don't want to go to school tomorrow!!!! SUMMMERRRRRR where are you!!!

Pirates na!!! I'm going to watch it with my the friends on friday! wohhoooo :) supposedly today but other people refused to go out (including me!!!) hahaha

therapy went well today :) the doctor said that I'm going to be okay soon :) hahaha

we are now called id 106 not froshies :) hahaha

so supposedly I'm in Baguio right now enjoying my last 2 days of summer vacation with my mom :( but because I have this church thing (yes I do go to church!!!!) tomorrow, I decided not to go... I really want to go!!!! I miss my grandparents, considering that my grandfather is sick, I want to visit him!!! plus cheskie and I (my neighbor there) planned to go to PMA, and see if "mr. hottie soldier" is still there. I mean guarding his post or something... the last time I went to PMA of course w/ cheskie we saw this soldier, who looks so young and hot... hahaha... I even took a picture of me and him together, and he didn't even move, statue ka ba... hahaha but I saw him smile... haha...

Apr 6, 2007 (nakita sa planner ko... conversation namin ni cheskie!!!)
Cheskie: bakit ba lahat ng hot guys hindi pwede
Maffy:  huh di kita gets?
Cheskie: tignan mo ung pari dyan sa simbahan ang gwapo tapos ung sundalo sa PMA gwapo rin
Maffy: eh marami pa naman aaahh…. Hahaha
Cheskie: pero diba  BAKIT BA LAHAT NG GWAPO nagpapari o kaya NAGIGING SUNDALO?
Maffy: natahimik

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school is about to start... and I'M NOT READY... though I really want to go back since I miss my friends already, but my summer vacation wasn't enough... anyways I really feel nervous and I don't know why. I just feel that I'm going to fail something/s this semester. haaahhh goodluck na lang...

haha I got a message in friendster from my 6th grade homeroom teacher Sir Bunales . And guess what I felt scared... seriously I'm still scared of him. Although he's really friendly and approachable, I still feel scared maybe because of the punishment that he gave to me which was a 5 page back to back size 1 ( whole pad paper!) essay with no erasures... so there... haha... I miss 6-pula... I miss my bestfriend back then: cheska macasinag, plus my friends... :) and I miss Sir Bon-Bon... :) aaawww :) seatmate ko pa si cha nun!!! basta I miss those days.

I STILL WANT TO GO TO BAGUIO!!!!!